我对2010年，或应说往后的新一年，不再抱有太大的希望。我只想一切都平凡、一切顺其自然，船到桥头自然直。目前我最注重的是如何宠爱自己及如何向前走。

宠爱自己
确认的自游行
一月 - 印尼 | 日惹、玛琅、泗水
五月 - 印尼 | 巴厘岛
十月 - 澳洲 | 墨尔本、菲力浦岛、悉尼、布里斯班、黄金海岸

未确认的自游行
中国 | 杭州、苏州、上海（世博）、香港、澳门
台湾 | 台北、桃园、高雄


向前走
事业于2009年期间遇到瓶颈，爬得太高，结果也跌得顺，像足溜溜板。辛辛苦苦、一步一步、步步为营、爬上最高点，可是自己不小心，又或是在背后被人推了一把。幸运的总是吉人天相，厄运缠身的总是遍体鳞伤。

回想当年，每一次爬得比较高，总是会有不顺地事情发生，一次又一次，真得很累。我可不可以祈求让我事业就这样顺着走？我是为生活而打拼，而不是口角。

2010是不是我要期待的年份？我不懂，也不想再想那么多，毕竟我等了那么多年，天，始终要我等。一切就只能依我目前情况再做出调整，我依然相信自己的能力，可能真的只是时机未成熟。


Maybe I should not hope too much for every New Year, I mean from 2010 onwards. I am just hoping that everything is normal, calm and smooth as silk. The 2 main concerns that I have now would be how to pamper myself and moving forward.

Pampering
Confirmed Trip
January - Indonesia | Yogyakarta, Malang, Surabaya
May - Indonesia | Bali
October - Australia | Melbourne, Phillip Island, Sydney, Brisbane, Gold Coast

Waiting-list Trip
China | Hangzhou, Suzhou, Shanghai (Expo), Hong Kong, Macau
Taiwan | Taipei, Taoyuan, Kaoshiung

Moving Forward
It was the peak for me in 2009. Probably I have done too much, reaching the top of hierarchy. But when you fall, it’s like when you are playing slides in the playground, the efforts and energy that you have put into, and climb to reach the top. If you are reckless, you may fall, at times, you were being pushed. You will be fine if you are lucky; in contrast, if your luck is bad, you may injure.

In past, every time I am reaching the peak, something will be happening to me, again and again, am really sick of it. I do not ask for more, only peaceful and silky smooth in my careers. I am fighting for life, not for arguments.

I doubt if 2010 is the year that I have been waiting for. I really don’t know, I’ve been waiting for years (or should I use “ages”?) Needless to say if I am hoping for anything, as god wills, he wants me to stay where I was. The only thing that I can do is self adjusting to adapt to the current changes, I live my life, and probably I really need to wait for the opportunity.