孤寂



走进喧哗的闹市
站在人群中的我
望着一对对情侣
甜蜜的陪伴左右

此景已久不现在我眼前
就算出现又会维持多久
我不禁多望了他们几眼
只能告诉自己我好妒嫉

灿烂天色突变暗
阳光已避而不见
行人步伐渐加快
心却突然变沉闷

天空飘着小细雨
雨滴声渐渐响起
心开始沉落海底
是我本身的问题
仰或你对我绝情

你说你妒嫉他的所作所为
而我更妒嫉你对他的痴情
我明明很想和你在一起
可是偏偏却为他说好话
不想深爱他的你而难过
我惟有无奈的看在眼里

这是自作自受
还是昝由自取
是否做错决择
就连我也不懂

冷风低速渐刮起
叶子飘落我掌心
一道强光的雷电
犹如刺入心的刃

大风带不走悲伤
只能冷却我的心
巨大的轰隆雷声
把我从梦中惊醒
发现孤单更寂寞

很想往外续奔跑
找寻原来的自己

如果把爱情当一场游戏
那我们的爱情犹如嬉戏
很想现在有你陪伴左右
和我共度过孤寂的一天


当一人在槟城皇后湾广场闲逛时的感触,人生就是如此,要烦的还有很多

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你的每一滴



一切都那么快
一瞬间原来我什么都看不清
只想再度摸索
寻找已消匿无迹的爱情水晶

失眠的夜晚
不是因为炎热的空气
睡不着的我
而是因为我太想念你

开始了并不想结束
爱过了才知道痛苦
我们的爱并没违约
只是时间上的错误
让我们无法在一起

每一回我介意
听见他对你不是很疼爱你
我扮若无其事
寻找最美丽话题来安慰你

你受尽委屈
但请告诉自己我还爱你
我不再问你
只是不愿听见你在哭泣

是我无赖了吗
还是我太用心
看不清越过的山岭
听不见悲哀的呼唤

朋友依旧陪伴
但我一样孤单
始终无法摆脱你的影子
依然看见最熟悉的轮廓

随着那歌声响起
只想投入你怀里
感受你温柔呼吸

如果可以
我愿做你一辈子
照顾你的每一滴

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可不可以愛我


最近爱上了由陈颖见作词作曲

由盧學叡演绎的《可不可以愛我

歌词里每个字正说出我的心声

对目前的情况 尚算满意

虽然渴望听你 说我爱你

我不刻意要求 知道就好

你说我想太多

对,我的确是

只因我在乎你




可不可以愛我


詞曲:陳穎見 唱:盧學叡

為什麼如此的安靜
為什麼明明想靠近卻還在遲疑
努力的我保持鎮定努力開拓話題
最後卻潰不成軍

為什麼如此的美麗
深刻的烙在心裡最溫柔的酷刑
每一天無法不想你
連閉上眼睛怎麼都是你

你可不可以愛我可不可以想我
雖然我對自己沒有一點的把握
別害怕我難過告訴我你真實的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以愛我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德拒絕也不是一種罪過
你能給我快樂還是寂寞

想念燃燒個不停
我快只剩灰燼
你是我的呼吸

爱 回到原点 Status Quo



我们的相识
是注定 还是巧合
从相识到见你的那一刻
没想过我们可那么亲近
还想我们只会是好朋友

一天的逗留
换来第二天的旅程
三天的相处
多一天
让我看见不一样的你


懂得如何爱
也懂得如何被爱
细心与关怀
活在我们的童话世界

无微不至的呵护你
希望你不受到伤害
抱着你入眠的双臂
只想让你睡得安好

再温暖的被单
也抵不过你的拥抱
再甜美的苹果
也抵不过你的拥吻

我非刻意破坏的第三者
只是我已无法克制自己
我知道我真的爱上你了
试找寻早已逝去的勇气
勇敢面对着你说“我爱你”

矛盾的思绪
内心的挣扎
叫我很想做让步
但一而再的思考
却再而三的拒绝

我懂我自私了
虽没想过介入
但却不愿放弃
我懂我要的是什么

浓醋里的酸不比内心的酸
滴到心上的酸却促成伤痕

已清楚知道自己的位子
更懂将面对的流言蜚语

明知道你我他会为此痛苦
我却难以说服我不再爱你

别再说是你的错
我们的心动并没错
只要你一声愿意
等多数年也无所谓

虽然我们不能在一起
但请告诉我 你是幸福的
且请告诉我 你是快乐的

当一切回到status quo
我还是不会让你离开我
我依然会在你身边

呵护着你
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阿桑 我们没失去你



动人的歌声,

曾经为了这句而落泪

"只是又飄到了哪里,

就连自己看也看不清。"

但她了,

我不敢相信这是真的。

阿桑

我们会永远记得你...

「葉子」主唱阿桑病逝 得年34歲

摘自 http://tw.news.yahoo.com/article/url/d/a/090406/8/1hdan.html

曾經唱紅偶像劇片尾曲「葉子」的歌手阿桑,因為歌聲低沉,被喻為療傷歌手,但在去年10月發現罹患乳癌末期,6日一早病逝新店慈濟醫院,得年34歲。

「葉子」(歌曲):「只是心又飄到了哪裡,就連自己看也看不清。」

低沉嗓音、憂鬱歌聲,歌手阿桑把這首「葉子」,唱進很多歌迷心裡面,就連哈林庾澄慶,前一陣子也曾翻唱這首歌,但被喻為療傷歌手的阿桑,卻在6日早上因為乳癌病逝,得年34歲。

曾經幫阿桑發過2張專輯的音樂製作人說,阿桑雖然歌聲憂鬱,但性格卻相當開朗,是同事口中的開心果;去年還進軍大陸歌壇,不畏當地低溫,性感上陣在台上勁歌熱舞,但卻在10月發現自己罹患乳癌末期。

音樂製作人施人誠:「我去年的冬天還有在西門町路上,巧遇到她,當然還看不出來有生病的樣子,沒跟我講,朋友們也都不知道她有生病。」

回到台灣,面對同事,依舊開朗如昔,而姊姊也一路陪她做化療,只是前幾天病情突然惡化,最後還是敵不過病魔,短暫34年生命,就此結束,留下讓人永遠難忘的療傷嗓音。「葉子」(歌曲):「我想我不僅僅是失去你。」


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My "Talentime"
Wow~ It's been quite sometime I did not blogging. Please accept my apology as lately there were a lot of incidents and also sudden dramatic changed in my life, which took me 3 days to turnaround and back to my own life, where I used to chat on MSN and blogging.

T A L E N T I M E
Date : April 1, 2009
Venue : Prangin Mall, Penang
Rating : 4.5 / 5.0


Directed by Yasmin Ahmad, she has once again breaking the ice, exposed the loves, religion, races and mindset between different races of Malaysian citizen. “Talentime” truly reflects the Malaysian issues.

The story was surrounding 2 main roles, Malay-mixed girl named Melur (starring by Pamela Chong Ven Teen, younger sister of Akademik Fantasia winner, Vince Chong), and an Indian boy named Mahesh (starring by Mahesh Jugol Kishor). Both get to know each others in the audition of Talentime, where Mahesh was selected to be the driver for Melur. Since then, their love starts growing, day by day, until the day both were confuse to truly understand the meaning of love.



Unfortunately, Mahesh's mum did not bless in this relationship, instead she is mad and doesn't allowed him seeing Melur. The reason being is because Melur is Muslim. She is too afraid that she will be losing her son and become Muslim.

The love scenes between them reminds me “Love of Siam”, where the love is simply pure and “I love because I love”.

Other casts that catching our attention are KaHoe and Hafiz. KaHoe is from a wealthy family, but his father has very high expectation on him that he would need to be the perfect ones.




While Hafiz got my attention during the audition of Talentime, he sang “Just One Boy”. Sadly, her mum is seeking treatment in hospital for suffering disease of cancer. Though she is in the hospital, she is still hoping that Hafiz to do well in his studies, even perform well in Talentime.



I find that the editing is quite a mess at first, from one scene to another, which is totally unrelated, introduction of new characters was never detailed, only when it jump into another scene, then you started 'ohhh, no wonder, guan lai (hokkien), rupanya (malay)”. However, you will find the sequences of the editing when you have almost finished watching the movie, thanks to the music.

There are few quotes that keep playing in my mind...

By Melur
“If the moon can blink in day,
Why can't the sun shine in the night?”


By Mahesh
“If you want me to stop seeing her,
I will,
But you need to teach me how,
As I don't know how to do it.”



“If I promised I will never hurt you,
Will you promise not to leave me?”



In Yasmin's blog
- cinema is not a mathematical equation to solve issues, dear. it is a sketch to express its maker's feelings and concerns, many of which will never be solved.



In Wikipedia
- Yasmin also mentioned that the idea behind Talentime: That as humans, we have to go through a lot of pain and some measure of suffering before we can reach greater heights.




Yasmin's first Original Soundtrack?
The music in the film mostly are composed by Pete Teoh. I personally like the lyrics of “Angel”, “I Go” and “O Re Piya” (Of My Beloved). Angel and O Re Piya were the songs that makes me tears and down.

OST Talentime

01. Just One Boy by Aizat
02. Angel by Atilia
03. I Go by Aizat
04. Pergi by Aizat 'I Go' Malay Version
05. Itulah Dirimu by Aizat 'Just One Boy ' Malay Version
06. Kasih Tak Kembali by Atilia
07. Just One Boy by Aizat Full Band
08. I Go by Pete Teo Original Version
09. O Re Piya by Rahat Fateh Ali Khan
10. Just Hold On by Azhar
11. Kasih Tak Kembali by Yasmin's own father Ahmad Hashim
12. Clair de Lune (Moonlight) by Claude Debussy


My review...
We can't deny that Malaysia is a unique country,
We can't deny that there is conflicts between cultures,
We can't deny that understanding is what Malaysians need utmost.

In life,
There is laughter ; There is love
There is sadness ; There is tears

In love,
There is no boundary ; There is no limitation
There is no discrimination ; There is no differences

And... I love because I love



I believe you all should listen to this song and pay attention to the lyrics. This song named "Angel", sang by Atilia




Angel
I have a dream of you I can't defined
You've been on my mind
Don't go
I feel lost without you by my side
Lost and on my own
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Angel
Your brightest star is shining next to mine
Every night and day
You know
Stars exploded then they fade away
Then they fade away
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Would you please be my babe
Come by and I lay you down
I'm loving when you say I love you too

Won't you please be my honey
I'm sorry that I let you down
Your eyes are breaking my heart in two
Break my heart in two

Angel
May the one above us keep you safe
Every night and day
If he knows
How I love the smile all on your face
When you are here to stay

Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Movie Treats

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
Date : February 15, 2009
Venue : The Pavilion, KL
Rating : 5.0 / 5.0


Needless to say nor comment, it is one of the greatest movies that could touched my heart and got my tears for 10 minutes.


New In Town
Date : February 14, 2009
Venue : The Pavilion, KL
Rating : 3.5 / 5.0


Starring my favourite actress, Renee Zellweger.

The title says it all, Renee was assigned to control and restructure the manufacturing plant in suburban area.

It was all hatred at the beginning due to miscommunication and lack of understanding of the people and culture of suburban. But in the end, Renee do realised and understand the importances of friendship and faiths.

She finds her way to stop management from shutting down the plant, in the end, she comes out with a new product which is locally made by her assistant.

Of course it was a happy ending, the sales is boosting and Renee finally found her true love there. She then decided to takeover the stakes in the company and declared as new CEO, to stay there, being together with her lovely and faithful employees, friends and boyfriend.


Bride Wars
Date : February 09, 2009
Venue : The Pavilion, KL
Rating : 3.5 / 5.0


Starring my favorite actresses, Anne Hathaway and Kate Hudson.

2 good friends were sharing everything since they were young, but not until the day both get married. Thanks to the assistant of wedding planner, who wrongly made the reservation of wedding hall on the same day.

As both are not willing to tolerate and insisted to held the wedding on the same day, both had serious fight and conflicts. On the wedding day, both realising that they should not going through such troubles, friendship is still what they care, no matter how tough and how much misunderstanding could happen, nothing should have overwritten their faith in friendship.
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